Music has a big influence on my sex drive.

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Control


My libido is larger than me. Why? I honestly don't know... what I do know is it has a larger effect on me than I'd like to admit. My libido is a very strong force that I have lost battles to in the past. It has repeatedly forced me to bow down before it, humbled by it's sheer might. Time and time again it has made me eat my pride by making me realize how weak I am in it's presence. It has let me peek into the dark recesses of my very own humanity. I have seen what I should have not.

My libido is seemingly insatiable. And it has an on button which I have not found out how to turn off. I'd like to classify that button as hair-trigger. So easy to turn on, so hard to turn off. It's like a black hole that sucks in all the reason and logic I could possibly ever have, leaving behind a hard-on that even Osama Bin Laden would have trouble demolishing. And the worst thing about it is that it pops up at the worst times. At the mall, the grocery, even while driving. Thank goodness it doesn't show up at work. At least it doesn't interfere with it.

Is this how a normal libido functions?

If it is then I'm in big trouble.